Gah, an introduction post feels so difficult for some reason. Uhhhhhhhhh idk man im just stealing from andre bc im too much of a yapper and i am currently on house arrest (inflicted by my parents whom i love) and i wish i had the ability to make my own blog but i definitely don’t so lovely andre has offered (i begged him) to add a silly little dorothy page to HIS super slay awesome sauce blog. So, to explain the house arrest situation is a very long and boring story filled with boring boredom things so i will save you all the trouble. In short, i was sad and made a bad choice and wound up in the hospital. I WAS FIIIIINEEE. But now my family is kind of tweaking and they are all acting like i’m a bit of a bomb. Which is frankly exhausting bc i feel perfectly fine to be honest. But this means that i cannot drive myself anywhere and i cannot go hang out with anyone and i cannot be left home alone and i must keep my door open and blah blah blah blah. It SUCKS. Trust me, i thought my parents were strict before, this is like CIA level of strict. BUT, i am making progress towards being able to have human privileges back which is a good thing. I was allowed to go to my very good friend’s house for a sleepover which was nice. The only reason i was allowed to though was because my mom knows their family and i was basically raised with them so, it was more family than friend but thats not the point. The bright side is that i got out of my house which was wonderful. The annoying thing is, even if i had all my typical privileges back, there isn’t much i really want to do right now or people i want to see. Well, there is but the rat is 10 hours away and that is 10 too many. So i am just kind of stuck in this space of time that doesn't feel all that real. Theres almost nothing to do, no social media, no privacy, blah blah blah. It feels like i am in a waiting room. (PHOEBE BRIDGERS REFERENCE????) Like one of those shitty doctors office waiting rooms. The ones where it smells sterile and all you can hear is faint doctors in the background and some aggressively loud clock ticking and some receptionist typing on a computer. It feels like i have an appointment but i have shown up 16 days early and now im stuck here and cannot leave. 16 days is oddly specific and im sure if your reading this you know that it is specific for a reason but idk how much sappy detail i can go into here. PLUS it is my favorite time of year beginning and that same RAT is not here to enjoy it with me. (what a rat). BUT, another bright side is that the pumpkin cream chai’s are back at starbucks. Trust when i tell you, THE ORDER is a pumpkin chai with oatmilk, brown sugar, and caramel drizzle. It is literally fall in a cup and you know i mean it bc i’m saying it even though i sound insanely basic white girl. SPEAKING OF FALL!!! I have a new playlist that is peak for fall and im too lazy to figure out how to insert it here but i have 5 top songs that NEED to be known (even tho they are already known). So enjoy that chat.
1. Little Freak by Harry Styles Hear me out i swear its fire.
2. August (Acoustic) by Flipturn Again ik its literally august so that might seem silly but its a good ass song.
3. I Will Follow You Into The Dark by Death Cab For Cutie DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE MY BELOVED, this band can do no wrong.
4. Strangers In The Night by Frank Sinatra Is an explanation needed for this one???? Idk it feels like a crispy leaf romance song.
5. Mary On A Cross by Ghost This song was a little overplayed and then everyone seemed to forget how great it was but i never stopped liking it. It just feels like fall, idk if i have a real reason but i have good judgement so i must be trusted.
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