Do you ever feel like your mind exploded? Something out of the schedule happens.

You don't want to accept it at first, but you must, its unignorable. You hope to gain something from it. When the sun explodes, catch its radiance with your hands.

You think about all the possible outcomes, all horrible, but they all seem irrational. To your old self they are very real, but now that you know what is real, your past ideas are false.

Reluctantly and begrudgingly, a new fate must be accepted. Nothing will go to plan, so why plan. Let loose a bit.

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This is my way of saying something really weird happened to me, a little zany you could say.

It's Jon, which means I'm going to hell (PA). The time hath arriveth and must accepteth thy. I got to hang out with my wifey ONE LAST TIME, so thats frickin awesome.

I can feel myself changing as a person... or wait, maybe I'm just irrational or esterical (I think that how you spel it), but no for real, I sound different. Okay, maybe I am insane. OR AM I???? I really don't know, I've just been feeling more... girly pop I guessy. Maybe its the pride month monster coming to get me. boogabogaboga.

I say I like writing and then I post stuff like this on my blog and its like completely incoherent. I swear, I can write stuff, I'm not completelyly crazy.

Insightful rants my ass. I guess I didn't promise anyone anything when I said that, but it feels like I did.

I may or may not pause writing for a bit. I really want to write like a short story or start a series of them but I have to be in the mood to. Stay tuned for that! (But I might also just be making baseless promises) :p