I'm posting a blog because it seems like a good thing to do, like a productive activity. Not sure if it is productive but I guess that up to me to decide.

Anyway, I'm here to recommend some music. If you like noise/shoegaze/sad rock/whatever, then I recommend-

flyingfish

They get straight to the point with really good melody and strong beginning hooks. Their songs are basically all just really good singles that start and end on the same really great note. It gives the vibes of breaking down in your bedroom, its lovely.

I also recommend, Slouch, by Water-Mall.

I haven't listened to any of Water-Mall's other songs but I keep coming back to this one. It's instantly catchy and addicting. It gives the vibes of staring into the ceiling feeling like nothing. I love the way it lulls you into it with etheral hums (idk) in the back of the track. It just softens my brain nicely. I love when music does that.

Do you ever just feel like you're not fully alive? Like you aren't there in the moment. Like everything feels exhausting. Like everytime someone talks its a little too loud but when you want to hear them they are too quiet. Or like you wasted the entire day but yet there was nothing to do all day.

I kinda feel like that today. I sure hope its temporary. I need some sort of boost. Maybe it's because I'm getting old. I want coffee for some reason. I don't drink it often but I like what it reminds me of.

It's easy to say, oh I'm just in a depressed mood, but I have felt this coming on for a while now. I really just need someone to talk to I guess.

I'll live though.

Today is my birthday! I'm offcially 16 years old and I'm behind all my peers! I need to get my damn permit! >:(

Im back in tennesse after an extremely boring summer and school starts very soon! My schedule seems insane tho! Why do I only have two classes and a freebie class????? Then the next semester is PAIN with two ap classes and the rest being honors alongside a stinky coding class. My last coding class was icky!

I'm just really glad to be home and be able to see my girlfriend, of who is amazing. There is gonna be less websiting and more spending time with HER. Yipe! I'm so glad to be back.

I still don't know what this blog is for, I guess its whatever I feel like! If you'd like, you can wish me a happy birthday in the guestbook! Thank you to all the people I know (like 3 or 5 people maybe) and especially the coolest person on the planet! (yk who you are)